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Posted on August 27, 2009 @ 12:46 pm
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Moving back home to the parents house in T-minus 3 days. Ew.
I need to find a place to live other then home, needing a car pretty badly as well.
I'm optimistic and happy, but things have no been going my way lately.
Sooooooo life. Stop fucking with me.
I bite back.
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Posted on June 29, 2009 @ 3:15 pm
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My life is fucked up.
Straight up.
What to do, follow head or heart?
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Posted on March 30, 2009 @ 2:58 pm
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I feel very displaced as of late.
I think I grew up way too fast.
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Posted on March 29, 2009 @ 1:57 pm
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So I decided to use this journal, because I don't want to forget all my older posts etc. So there really was no reason for me to start a new one in the first place, I suppose.
Anyways, everyone is so behind in my life.
But theres this boy, this boy that is unlike any boy I've ever met.
One that treats me well and cares about me like a real MAN should.
But this boy moved out west for the summer and my heart is heavy. Miss you miss you, really wanna kiss you! 
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Posted on January 26, 2009 @ 3:38 pm
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New LJ because I feel like starting over.
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Posted on January 07, 2009 @ 1:51 pm
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I think people who like to start internet drama are fucking hilarious.
So if you like to cut people down online over stupid shit like spelling etc, FUCK YOU.
You only have the guts because your sitting behind a screen,
Say it to my face, I dare you, fucking losers.
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Posted on January 05, 2009 @ 4:46 am
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Independence is key
Loneliness is inevitable
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Posted on January 02, 2009 @ 1:31 pm
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There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone
And I wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will bring you around
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I can't say that I'll love you forever
I won't say that I'll love you forever
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Posted on November 01, 2008 @ 2:31 pm
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You know those days where you wake up feeling so alone you can literally feel your heart breaking in two.
I don't just want things to be different. I need them to be.
I miss you still so much.
Today was a mistake.
Everything is always a fucking mistake.
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Posted on July 11, 2008 @ 12:09 pm
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I think I'm losing all sanity.
I need some help!
Hi lj, long time no see/talk.
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Posted on May 04, 2008 @ 9:15 pm
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I have given up on men.
My heart has been shattered and I refuse to go through this again.
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
I'm done.
Done.
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Posted on April 28, 2008 @ 11:08 am
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Mmmmmm. I'm so happy.
You're back in my arms and I got full apologies.
You begged me to take you back and I begged you not to leave, so the answer was obvious.
You are the most amazing boy ever.
You love me and I love you.
Sunshine, you are my sunshine. <3
ps: next time you are 'stressed' and break up with me, I break your nose!
Lots of love.
-Ash.
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Posted on April 21, 2008 @ 6:23 pm
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I have dreamt my living hell into existence.
I had a dream. I had a dream you left me and moved away out west.
I told you and you thought it was funny. 4 hours after I told you about this dream, you told me you were going to work in Alberta maybe and that the chances were high. I cried, you comforted me and I asked "How crazy is it that I dreamt this?" You said "Crazy, but not completely because I'm not leaving you." I smiled and felt relieved. A week later, you tell me you dont know if you love me the way you always said you did. You don't know if you want to be in a serious relationship, you don't know if youre jsut stressed but you need time and space. I'm waiting but my patience is running out and I'm terrified.
I am broken.
Its been 75 hours since the last time I can remember not crying. 75 hours since my eyes have not been red or puffy. I didn't cry for 4 hours today, everyone at work asked me why I looked so sad, so I went to the bathroom and cried. Should it be phyiscally possible to cry this much for this long?
I was such a fool again for putting my trust in someone who did nothing but rip everything from my hands.
God or whoever it is pulling the string up there has shat on my fucking life.
Karma has kicked me in the ass for reasons unknown to me.
I am the living dead
I am the broken hearted, the confused, the hurt.
I am the most pathetic thing you'd ever see.
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Posted on April 19, 2008 @ 11:15 pm
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Posted on April 15, 2008 @ 9:50 pm
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I'm learning that you can't place your happiness in one person.
No matter how much you love them, they can and will always hurt you in some way or another.
I apologize, I admit I was wrong and still I get shit on?
Karma is kicking my not-so-royal ass and it's bringing me down to lows I'm not interested in wallowing in.
My heart is heavy and it hurts.
I need something different.
Not someone different, just something.
Edit: Oh and I've also learn that people only pretend to care. Thanks for the help, but its not your responisibility so don't worry about it.
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Posted on February 18, 2008 @ 6:31 pm
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I guess my life is just too boring and uneventful to give up on lj.
I'm really desperate for a job right now, I NEED to get out.
I'm everywhere I shouldn't be. I don't belong here, in this house, in this city, with these people.
Everyone is just a stranger who doesn't give a shit.
I'm negative these days.
People are cruel and ignorant and it's hard to handle.
Maybe I'm just sour, or maybe I'm just opening my eyes.
People need to learn compassion. I do too.
Work on it.
{Edit} If you have nothing better to do than sit around and listen to rumours about me and then comment on my journal anonymously you need to get a life. This baby is going friends only as of now. SUCK IT BITCHES! {/Edit}
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Posted on January 14, 2008 @ 10:47 pm
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I don't know if there really is any purpose to my lj anymore.
Everything said comes through a filter.
Too many people to worry about prying into my real life.
It makes me nervous.
I think I'm just going to start a new art journal, for my photography/writing/etcetc.
Perhaps this is goodbye forever?
We'll see.
If so... it was fun.
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Posted on January 11, 2008 @ 3:40 pm
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I am everything I said I would never be.
And I'm totally cool with it.
Life's pretty chill right now.
Kody works too much and thats rough.
I need a job though.
Tonight I think I'm going to hang out some resumes.
Wish me luck.
On a bad note= I think I may have lost all of the music/pictures/writing off of my computer. If so I will be devestated 3 years of my life, work and feelings gone. If you're a computer genious. HELP!
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Posted on December 20, 2007 @ 6:58 pm
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blah blah blah
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Posted on December 15, 2007 @ 8:01 pm
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Hey time, slow down.
I can't keep up.
I think I'm just starting to realize how incredibly fast life goes by.
Daunting.
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